I live in this world
of mine, enclosed
and safe. I have
many memories
from previous
times when I
felt so sad.
I know she
is there..
I can feel
the heat of
her constant
stare. Her
eyes light
up my day.
A mere..
sometimes
gentle brush..
and she passes
by. I know she
is here, I see
her there. I
don't always
look, but I
know she is..
Here in my
world I am
safe. I have
very few
worries from
day to day.
I walk into
a room. keep
my head down.
Go about my
chores, tempted
to rise to the
bait.. but..
wait. I hear
her voice,
the smile
meets me half
way. 'How are
you today?'
My reply 'OK
thank you, a
large smile
invigorates
my face. I
hover a while,
too quickly
that moment
has gone, I
look away and
carry on. I
don't plan for
anything to
happen, maybe
it won't. I can
dream and I
nearly always do,
cuz in my world
I'm safe. In
my world I know
she is there..
I can tell.