Pain

You think I don't feel?
For every time you shout
abuse at me, every word
digs in so fuckin deep.
I am who I am, it's
taken me 30 years to
get this far, I don't
need your pain, I
carry my own. My
heart is not strong
my nerves are not
steel.. I feel your
pain, I know what
you're going thru.'
You will gain my
respect when I get
it from you. Each
sentence you speak
fills me with guilt.
I am like a flower
out of water, I wilt.
I am not strong like
I try to make out.
Bite your tongue,
'cuz one day I may
just lash out.
Violence goes
against my belief.
I can not take
anymore.. but I
will not be leaving.
If you do not
quit, I will back
your bags, throw you
out.............
and not say good
bye. Grow up, stop
having this tantrum.
I am the adult here
I will not stand
for your words
of hate... I am
who I am.. Live
with it or go.
I can not and
WILL NOT take
any more crap.
I am your Mother
Love me or leave.
I no longer wear
my heart on my
sleeve.. you
ripped that
off, my heart
is broken. I
can't bare to
share the air
your breathe.
You get my
drift...?
I am me..
I finally got
to where I
needed to be.
It's not been
easy, as you
can see.!!