Think not of me

Never think of me.
Never talk about me,
nor speak my name.
I hear all that
you think.. turn
away from my
thoughts.
Be gone. My
heart bares
all scars.
Bleeding..
pain..
Dissolve.
I feared,
but I did
conquer
those fears.
Dream not
of me..
cry no
tears for
my life.
My face
is here
to stay,
do not
look in my
direction.

H.N.Y 2010

An early wish from Indigo ... make it a great one, it'll soon be here!




'HAPPY NEW YEAR'




LOVE AND LUCK BE WITH YOU ALL...


MAY THE SUN ALWAYS SHINE UPON YOU, MAY YOUR HEALTH BE GOOD..


AND FOR WHATEVER YOU WISH FOR.... MAY ALL YOUR DREAMS BECOME REALITY.




WE SHALL REMEMBER THE ONES WHO HAVE PASSED, FOR THEY LOOK DOWN UPON US FROM HEAVEN, NEVER GIVE UP ON LIFE, LOOK TO SEE WHERE YOU'RE GOING NOT WHERE YOU HAVE BEEN.

Red Head

For some time now I've had my eyes on this woman at work. I find myself watching her when she doesn't know it. I found myself losing sleep over her, dreaming about her. Going a different way to the next building so I might just catch a glimpse of her, and when she's appear from out of the blue... I'd stutter like a complete idiot of something sensible to say to her. That was then and this is now. We're good friends, but she still has that 'special some thing' about her. She's a true red head and has amazing green eyes, and a wicked sense of humour, I still flirt with her and as far as I know she flirts with me. I still go out of my way to see her and make conversation, and nine times out of ten she's up for a good laugh. I still find myself staring at her through the glass when I know for a fact that she can't see me, I still dream about her and me doing the 'lurve' thang! Some days she waits for me in the car park in the morning if I'm there, we walk to the front door chatting pretty much about anything in life. Once I left her a candy bar on her car windscreen but I think the wind blew it off because when I came back it was near my car door all mangled up half out of its' wrapper. I said nothing about it but I guess she knew it was me all along. I'm never going to get anywhere else with her and for one reason I'm not too sure about, I think it's great that we're just good friends and we can be ourselves around each other, I've come to realise that friends are good to have, old and new. Her name is Bev, she's a couple of years ahead of me and a few pounds heavier, but I like her A LOT!! But you never know in this world do you? I don't know if she knows I'm gay, but if she did know, I doubt very much she's have a problem with it, she's not that kind of woman.. to be homophobic I mean.... unless she's gay? I'm barking up the wrong tree now, but I'll keep you posted for sure.

The Enchanted Lake

It seems a dream.

Unconscious touch.

Twin hearts of ours to find

Each other through the mists of time.

To hold within this lovers Lake

The single heart this union makes,

A dream from which we never wake...