Abby

I won this amazing picture off nitebyrd's blog a few weeks back. I received it last week and now can boast about my beautiful winnings. Abby is Autistic and makes these amazing pictures to relieve her stress. She is a very talented young lady.. Mine is awaiting the right size and colour frame to set off this picture and so hang it on my wall, pride of place. Thank you again nitebyrd... I love it!!

Void

Never say never.
I remember the
first time I
saw you. My
heart yelled
out with Joy.
I think I
should 'av
been born
a boy.
Halloween
dressed
all in one
skeleton
bones. I
never
forgot
that night.
I can still
see it now.
From then
til now..
I loved
you so
much, gave
my every-
thing as
always.
The kiss,
oh yeah
that KISS!
Should
never have
happened
ya know.
But it all
came together
as it always
does.. as
usual I
gave what
I've needed
to give, you
wanted to know
I delivered
the goods.
From that
day it's been
going down
hill ever
since. I
never felt
the same about
you. I said
I didn't love
you the same
as I used to
do........
..........
..........
I lied!
I couldn't
go on, so
I pushed
you away.
So there
you have it,
I did it
for me, for
my sanity.
I couldn't
cope with
us..you..
me. It
didn't
feel right.
I have
no idea
how I am
meant to
feel...
I have
to live
with this
empty void.
But I'm
safe because
I know you
won't read
this blog.
Deleted..
barred...
Gone.

BaGgY wAiSt SyNdRoMe...

Today I started off feeling well,
but as the day progressed it all
changed. My stomach is so swollen
now I look 7 months gone! This
they call IBS is literally a
right royal pain in the....
eventually ASS!! I went
Christmas shoppin, did
really well, started
and almost finished in
one day, can't be bad.
Tonight we have friends
coming round for a simple
meal..chicken balti, roast
veg n basmati rice if any
of you are feelin hungry?!
I've had to change into
a pair of sloppy baggy
gym bottoms, elasticated
waist syndrome! It makes
me feel sluggish..
trapped wind isn't
pleasant... esp when
ya can't move it on.
I'm done moaning now.