Thursday, 10 June 2010
Out with the old and in with the bright shiny new necklace. The glass one is the one I've re housed... for the minimal price of £20.00, yeah great price. The metal one above however is my latest necklace, I purchased it in Whitby, it specifies new life, new love.. foundations.. good health.. and most of all is happiness... not bad really as I only paid £3.99 for it. Hanging it on my hand maid with love and affection leather string, platted with these fair hands with the finest of black leather. I love it's simplicity.. it never leaves my side. Just waiting to exchange the glass effort.... I'm glad I've sold it, it got saved from being smashed beneath the weight of a hammer.....
I've had a shit day at work... no really a bad day, honestly you have no idea how I'm feeling just lately. It has nothing to do with the weather. I am so fucking fed up of people who DO NOT know me, say it's my age. I have a list of symptoms that the menopause can have on your mental state. Tiredness, emotional state, crying, depression, aching joints, headaches, hot sweats, mood swings. So I thought I'd make an appointment to go have a friendly chat with a female doctor next week and get a large dose for happy pills, see that helps. I don't wanna get stuck on some pills that I end up feeling dependant on, but I have no alternative really. Unless any of you out there can help me.... So whilst I'm figuring how to shake myself out of this abyss (move over nitebyrd.. am coming in) and a Canadian holiday in just over a weeks time... I am doing my best to find myself. Yeah I can hear you saying, wake up for god's sake you're not dying, slap yourself in the face wake up, stop moaning!
OK so I slap myself in the face several times, it hurts and I feel stupid, my face stings, reddens.. the palm of my hand also stinging... I wait for the good to happen, for me to recover... half an hour goes by and I feel nothing, if anything I feel more depressed 'cuz I've just slapped my fuckin self in the goddamn face thinkin it would make me feel better... so that goes to prove one thing don't it? I'm fuckin mental.. end of!!!!
Any how I have nothing to say that will get you all going ' ooow that's hot or ooooow nice' I haven't got anything else to say that is of any importance really... well not until next time whenever that is.