Saturday, 19 June 2010

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For whatever life throws at us,
we cope, we mend, then we walk
away. I have mended and now
I shall walk away. This is
not an apology, I am not
that sad. You practice
what you preach. You
make your bed, you lie
in it. I wish you no
harm anymore. I have
recovered my sanity.
I am a new person,
I didn't like the
old one, it had memories
of you in it. Like I said
I have mended, I have
moved on. I do however
wish you a good life.
I am OK with wishing
you that much. I will
no longer think of
you, mention your
name, nor remind
myself you & all that
you gave to me. For
everything you ever
gave to me no longer
exists. I have wiped
my life of you.
Delete this if you
wish. I have deleted
you.

20 comments:

Leah said...

Hugs, girl xxx

The Invisible Seductress said...

I am sending hugs too..

Lady Pants said...

oh how this rings true. Well done and take care x

Indi said...

Leah ~ THANK YOU ;-*

Indi

xxx

Indi said...

The Invisible Seductress ~ THANK YOU.... in much need of any hugs going ;)

Indi

xx

Indi said...

Lady Pants ~ Phew I did it. I do feel tonnes better for doing it. Maybe now my life will take a new direction, I think it will. THANK YOU & thank you xx

Indi

Playfully Yours said...

This is a giant step for you. Take it slow, eventhough, it feels like it takes forever. You will be a better person for it (You'll see one day)

XOXOXO
PY

BamaTrav said...

INDY!!! I thought you liked me?

Indi said...

Playfully Yours ~ I have long legs I tend to stride out with all good intention.. but I think I think I can cope this time. Thank you.

Indi

XXXX

Indi said...

BT ~ Unless your name is Jackie Adshead and you think you are an artist, we don't have a problem.

(How are you these days?)

Indi

xx

UBERMOUTH said...

Of course she doesn't like you Bam. WTF would?

:)

Indi said...

UBS ~ Polite as ever ! %)

Indi

x

Christiejolu said...

So cool!

nitebyrd said...

I'm sending a big, ol' sloppy kiss and a huge (((HUG)) for you. I'm so happy you're moving on and are finally past this!

Indi said...

Christiejolu ~ *wink*

Indi

xx

Indi said...

nitebyrd ~ Yeah I've been beatin myself up for so long about a complete waiste of space.. she isn't worth it.. but she is and always will be a complete waiste of space. I am moving on, and on Thursday I will fly from London Heathrow to Toronto then on to Winnipeg.. excited? You bet,Thanks hun, I caught the sloppy kiss (((MWAUH))) and the huge hug. I feel so much happier now.

Indi

xxx

Maxie said...

Wow - so sad. But it must have been very liberating. You are an inspiration.

Indi said...

Maxie ~ yes it was sad.. liberating too, Thank you

Indi

x

Red Shoes said...

I think your last comment sums it up best...

' it was sad... but liberating too...'

It only happens when we realize it...

*huggles*

~shoes~

Indi said...

Red Shoes ~ Thank you I like *huggles*

Indi

x