Tuesday, 13 October 2009

Red Head

For some time now I've had my eyes on this woman at work. I find myself watching her when she doesn't know it. I found myself losing sleep over her, dreaming about her. Going a different way to the next building so I might just catch a glimpse of her, and when she's appear from out of the blue... I'd stutter like a complete idiot of something sensible to say to her. That was then and this is now. We're good friends, but she still has that 'special some thing' about her. She's a true red head and has amazing green eyes, and a wicked sense of humour, I still flirt with her and as far as I know she flirts with me. I still go out of my way to see her and make conversation, and nine times out of ten she's up for a good laugh. I still find myself staring at her through the glass when I know for a fact that she can't see me, I still dream about her and me doing the 'lurve' thang! Some days she waits for me in the car park in the morning if I'm there, we walk to the front door chatting pretty much about anything in life. Once I left her a candy bar on her car windscreen but I think the wind blew it off because when I came back it was near my car door all mangled up half out of its' wrapper. I said nothing about it but I guess she knew it was me all along. I'm never going to get anywhere else with her and for one reason I'm not too sure about, I think it's great that we're just good friends and we can be ourselves around each other, I've come to realise that friends are good to have, old and new. Her name is Bev, she's a couple of years ahead of me and a few pounds heavier, but I like her A LOT!! But you never know in this world do you? I don't know if she knows I'm gay, but if she did know, I doubt very much she's have a problem with it, she's not that kind of woman.. to be homophobic I mean.... unless she's gay? I'm barking up the wrong tree now, but I'll keep you posted for sure.

8 comments:

tattytiara said...

Wow. Don't we all want to be wanted that way. She's a very lucky red head.

Indigo said...

tattyiara ~ Thank you droppin in, yeah it's be nice if it were that easy, every minute spent with her in all innocence is my time rewarded in secret lust...

Jackie Adshead said...

Mmm... it's nice to have a new object of attention (and lust!) :)
Hope it goes your way...

Indigo said...

Jackie ~ yeah I do to. It's about time I left the past in the past and moved on, time for some well deserved lovin.. but I won't make the same mistake as I made last time... it'll be on 'our' terms. I was in a relationship once that was instigated by a third party, got very messy...might write about it one day, any way thanks.

Spiky Zora Jones said...

Indigo. I think it's vcool to have a crush on someone...it occupies you and it gives the air around you romance. Dreams and hope is good...and friends is good.

ciao sweetie. xxx

Indigo said...

Spiky ~ air and romance, I like the sound of that. Yeah I need to dream again, to lose myself, thanks hun ~x~

Distracted said...

Little flirtatations (and redheads) are delicious. Have fun with it because you never, ever know.

Indigo said...

Distracted ~ ya think? oh boy I can't wait to chat wth her again.... she does have a cheaky grin! Thank you for droppin in