Ever had an unusual
text from a friend
who when you think
all is right..she
says 'think again!'
Oh no not tears..'
not yet, but wait!
She's going thru
one of those
phases when what
ever you say is
the 'wrong thing.'
Sittin in the
car..parked..window
down.. it's startin
to rain.. I feel
her pain. I try
to say some thing
good... but it
doesn't work..oh
shit. Only this
text was different.
Of course.. it
would be. I'd had
a rough day, I
was tired, got
bloody wet, it's
poured down all day.
I could feel her
ache as I read
the words..oh
god, I've been
here before.
I'm your friend
don't ever forget
those words..OK?
She'd had a shit
two years..un
loved, you guess
the rest. I
have a shoulder
to cry on..the
window's open
it's still
raining. She
doesn't give
a monkeys..
here comes
the guilt..
I should be
thankful for
the man I got,
I do....what?
I told her to
back off..I
should have
seen it coming
as she threw
it back. I was
starting to get
slightly annoyed.
She Say's she
hates herself
more than I do.
I don't use that
word if I can
help it.. it
hurts. The
air waves are
quiet for now,
I miss her cheery
voice..words that
tell a story..
I mentioned that
I actually cared,
I'll wait to see
what happens..
but don't ever
forget my friend..
I will be here
waitin for my
phone to ring
that noise..
to tell me that
you're back..
and smiling
once again.
Don't be to
long.. it's
too quiet
without you.
10 comments:
Very sad. You're a good friend, Indi.
I'm glad to have you as my friend, Indi.
UBS ~ Awwwww..thank you, we've been through it all the good the bad and now the ugly... what else are friends for eh?
Indi
xx
Savvy ~ You got a friend in me... (echoes of M.Jackson)*smiles*
Indi
xx
The friendships that teach us and we grow inside are incredible. You are a great friend.
PY
PY ~ I bought her some frescias today, yellow one's. I wrote her a poem, poked it inside the flowers, got out of the car in the pouring rain and delivered them into the book shop where she works.. I said nothing, planted them on the counter and walked out... I couldn't find it in y heart to say anything.. she did send me a text.. thanking me for the lovely flowers, her favourite ones too.. we're OK, just exchanged words on the wrong day.. both tired.. it didn't gel well with what we said to each other... but we're like this now n again.. it does us all good to let off steam every now and again, the timing wasn't right, but we have the strength to grow with this.. I still love her, and I know she does me.. thank you
Indi
xx
You are an amazing friend, Indi. She knows that, give her time.
nitebyrd ~ I think the flowers may have had an effect today, took them in, left immediately.. job done. God I hate this weather, it pissed it down, I got drwoned... but it was worth it to see her face, I didn't wait for a reply.. I left.
Indi
xx
I'm s o r r y babe. I didn't realise that i had cut so deep. We'd both had a crap day, you know i'd NEVER intentionally hurt you.....it's not in my nature........love ya ......you are a very special person to me ...and always will be .... x
Tia ~ Ditto X
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