Guilty

Shit hits the fan.
Duck to avoid..I'm
not making sense..
can you tell? The
weather's turnin
cold again, but
my body heat is
hot, night sweats
not yet.. but I
feel they're on
the way. Achin
joints, swollen
knee.. Arthritis
fallin apart at
the seems. I
am headin for
distaster.
Lead me not
into temptation
I know the way
myself.. (laugh..
applaud) smilin
at this reflection
starin back at me,
oh shit, duck
to avoid.. I'm
startin to rant
again... glass
of red anyone?
Yes please..
purely medicinal
of course. Can
I have another
one please?
I decided to
have a lazy
day today..
time to relax,
not make hay.
I felt guilty
for sittin
down doin
Jack shit..
Gotta keep
goin, gotta
stay fit. I
failed..
got out
the hoover
cleaned
all through,
I'm tired
now.. will
this pain
cease? Will
I always
feel ill?
I can't do
this lazy
thing..I
think I'm
going crazy!
I can still
make my words
rhythm.. from
time to time.
I just don't
have excitin
to say.. so
I'm rantin
OK?????