Thursday, 26 November 2009

Hope

Today I had an appointment through to go to the Breast clinic for an emergency mammogram. All I can say is they don't hang about. My day is Thursday 3rd Dec 9.20am. I'm not looking forward to having my swollen breast squashed in to a machine that resembles a meat slicer! But it'll put my mind at rest when they tell me it's nothing to worry about. I'm pretty sure it's nothing to worry about, but I have done my share of worrying.. we do don't we? As human beings.. we worry, for no apparent reason. I've had other things to focus on just lately like my three days away in south Wales, starting tomorrow afternoon, hope the weather is kind to me as I'm going on my Yamaha FJR 1300. Also my trip to the NEC at Birmingham to the International Motorbike Show on Monday. So with these events in place, I have been fairly OK. I just hope the nurse who attends my examination on Thursday has warm hands Lol. So there it is... in black n white. I guess I'm over reacting, but I can't help it. I'm still in some pain, but that's the infection. Horse pills will start working soon I hope, no alcohol for me until the course is finished on Monday, then I will have a couple of LARGE glasses of red wine... but I won't be celebrating any thing until I get my results... once again I like to thank Secretia for being there for me...she's a gem.

30 comments:

Fire Byrd said...

fingers crossed hon!
and enjoy the other things first and don't think about Thursday till you get there.

phallatio said...

Hope everything goes well, darling!
I love South Wales! Have great memories of Hay On Wye, Brecon and Abergavenny. x

Lil Red said...

I'm hoping all you get is good news!

Enjoy every moment of your vacation and those two large glasses of vino on Monday! :)

PS - You'll be OK.

Just telling it like it is said...

Yes sweet woman...no need to worry without cause....It will all work out for the best!!

Indigo said...

Fire Byrd ~ Thank you so much, fingers legs arms and tits if I could cross em Lol... Yeah at least I've got those to take my mind off the worst.

Indigo said...

phallatio ~ Yeah Abergavenny for sure on Saturday weather permitting, mite need to take a cannoe instead... my geography's crap is that any where neas
r Cumbria, that's flooded for sure.. thank you x

Indigo said...

Lil Red ~ Here's hoping too... can't wait for Thursday, but don't want it to come though! Ya know what I mean :-).. So looking forward to the two glasses of red..thank you

Indigo said...

Just telling it like it is ~ I wouldn't have got this far without you, you're the star in this story... I've always wanted more up top but lop sided wasn't my first choice ;-))) thank you sooo much for helping me through the tough times..x

UBERMOUTH said...

Good luck Indigo, I am sure you will be fine.
Will be thinking of you on Thursday.

doll said...

That is a quick appointment but I don't envy you the discomfort of the mammogram. You would think they would do an ultrasound first as it is so much less painful.


Good luck anyway

Hope the swollen and tender breast didn't make riding too difficult.

viemoira said...

All will be well! May the open road clear your head and bring you enjoyment that out weighs your worry.

UBERMOUTH said...

EXCUSE ME! BUT, I am ALWAYS the star of EVERY story! HH[Just Telling It] is merely the lady-in-waiting.
HUGE difference,which I expect you to know being British!

Not to be a bitch or anything....just keeping things accurate.

nitebyrd said...

You're going to be excellent! Go get that red wine, girl! Enjoy your your getaway and the bike show.

(((HUGS)))

Indigo said...

UBS ~ Thank you, you don't wanna go on Thursday instead of me do you?

Indigo said...

doll ~ Riding wasn't too bad thanks, we travelled there and back over 400 miles, if any thing it's my arse that needs relief :-))))

Indigo said...

viemora ~ the ride did actually take my mind off the pain, to much concerntration replaced mental thought of tender parts of tit.. thanks :-)

Indigo said...

UBS ~ nothing wrong with being accurate hun !

Indigo said...

nitebyrd ~ bike show was excellent, spent loads of money, got an amazing pair of Sidi bike boots, bit like walking in moon boots.. just have to break them in now... got a all in one waterproof suit, a pair of draggin jeans for summer ridin in Sapin i a couple of years time, a pair of waterproof thermal gloves, the ones I've been wearing got so wet on Sunday I wrung water ut of them, then had to try n put them back on my hands which had no feeling in them 'cuz my hands were f*ckin frozen due to the terential rain that we'd had for the weekend, but ALL good fun.

UBERMOUTH said...

I just had a load of bloodtests taken today and my God was the nurse horrid with the needle.

I have never had a mammogram but I should book one. I want the lowdown on how flat they make your breasts, how cold,how painful they are.

Shelly Rayedeane said...

Hope is that thing which people cling to when people say there is nothing left .

The key in anything is believing.

I shall keep you in my prayers hon.

BamaTrav said...

I hope all is well, scary I know. I hate breast cancer, not that you have it, I just hate it, ironic in the way that it happens to women (men too) but mostly women as it is the nourishment that kept most of us alive as babies.

tattytiara said...

Just keep seeing it and hearing it the way you want it to happen, my dear. Imagine those results coming back and relaxing and whooping with relief. It's your body, it will listen to you, and I'm definitely with everybody else on wanting you to be well and relieved of all of this!

Indigo said...

UBS~ I shall hold my nerve on Thursday... with the knowledge that this is for a reason, pain aside if in any doubt this could actually save my life should anything go ....... wait for it.....TITS up! Lol :-))))))

Indigo said...

Bama Trav ~ yeah I'd never thought of it that way... I hate any kind of cancer, my Grandfather died of it, my Grandad too, my Aunt and another Uncle... I could be next!!

Indigo said...

Shelly Rayedeane ~ Oh for sure... I gotta believe in there's nothing wrong and shall celebrate on Friday night with another well deserved glass of red wine... or three.. thanks hun

UBERMOUTH said...

LOL@tits up. Those two little words could sum up my life.

Indigo said...

UBS ~ Life is what we make it, some times it can go tits up but with my tits it's better than them going down, although I think that happens with age Lol!!

Indigo said...

UBS~ Oh you aint missing much, the PAIN, COLD N HURT are all things I wish to avoid but some thing I have to endure... I'll have to grin and wear it!!

Spiky Zora Jones said...

hi beautiful: I want to give you a great big hug. Sweetheart, everything is going to be just fine. I know it will.

I went through the same thing this year...it's the wait that is the worst part. My girl had the same thing the previous year.
keep your hope up and you keep smiling thaat beautiful smile of yours. *wink*

That smile sure makes me...kind of hot. Grrrr.

You take care of you baby...
((MWUAH)))

Indigo said...

Hey Spiky ~ how are you? I've been away this weekend out on my motor bike, over 400 miles in mostly heavy rain, so that kinda took my mind off the next obstacle. I have to admitt I have thought about Thursday. The antibiotics have been eaten, I'm suffering with thrush.. what joy! I'm still smiling, more so since I got my life back, I've always joked about shaving my head, hope this become a reality. My left breast still hurts, I keep knocking it and swearing out loud!! Thanks hun, I will keep my spirits up, just had a glass of red wine, that kinda spirit? Neah thought not ;) (((mWOAH))) back to you too sugar XX