Monday, 9 November 2009


As I sit here in my living room
I feel safe again.
The pain has almost gone, or
so I believe, but I could be
wrong. I've been feeling kind
of empty, my mind has left me,
my heart has hurt me, my walls
now are some what empty.
I've been having therapy,
I some times find it helps.
To talk to a complete
stranger of the difficulties
I feel/ felt!
My walls are kind of empty
where memories used to sit.
Where pictures used to...
I had a good clear out, with
some scissors and a knife.
Loud music seems to help,
Led Zepplin's a good choice.
With a shaking hand n great
voice. Spring cleaning for the
heart, always appears to work.
I'm feeling safe again, but
for how long I'm not quite
sure, you see I've been here


Anonymous said...

To be safe. To be calm. To feel like it will last. To be OK.


Just say ' fuck it. Fuck them. Fuck him'. In your case, her, but you get the drift.

Indigo said...

Secretia ~ Sounds all too easy.. thnks hun,

Indigo said...

UBS ~ Run that by me again.... so basically it's ..'FUCK' 'FUCK' 'FUCK' 'FUCK' 'FUCK' 'FUCK' 'FUCK' 'FUCK' 'FUCK'?
Yeah think I can run with that...

Shadow said...

hey! every step forward is a step forward... take care!

Indigo said...

Shadow ~ I'm trying, I'm putting the past behind me and going for the more happier times.. thanks for caring.

nitebyrd said...

It's another step on your path to being all you deserve to be. I'm so proud of you. XOX

Indigo said...

nitebyrd- ;-)XOX