Saturday, 5 November 2011

Lost n found

In limbo.
Not quite
sure of
what to
do next.
I feel
pretty
empty
in one
breath
then in
another
breath
feelin
damn
good
about
it all.
I don't
have to
think
about
how you
feel
any
more.
I can
please
myself
on that
score.
I can't
remember
the last
time I
got so
fuckin
mad, drank
four pints
of beer
and then
walked
out. Got
lost just
lately,
I did
that night,
walked
home in
the cold
night,
truly
lost and
so alone.
I'm good
at tellin
stories.
My memory
as clear
as the day
it went.
Ask me
how I feel
right
now..how
I feel
today?
Lost...
but found.
Not so
much as
sad..
at peace
with the
woman I
now know
I am.
I won't
come
knockin
on your
door,
askin
for you
to forgive
me, been
there,
done that,
it doesn't
last very
long. You
want to
talk, you
have to
ask me..
like I
said last
time, this
time it's
all about
me. I'm
actually
gettin
quite
used to
not thinkin
about you.
I thought
it'd be
really
hard, in
fact it
was a
piece of
piss!!
So there
you have
it, how
I really
feel right
now.. not
quite lost
almost
found.

8 comments:

nixabn said...

Oddly enough, I'm in the same boat. The ice cream man just drove by, I will go get us an ice cream. xo

Indi said...

nixabn ~ can I have strawberry juice on mine please ?


Indi



xx

nixabn said...

Of course you can. XO

Indi said...

nixabn ~ lashings of strawberry juice running down over my fingers all sticky and guey.... melting in the early morning winter sunshine...


Indi



x

nixabn said...

Does any of this include ME? :D

Indi said...

nixabn ~ Hell yes!! I can't do any of this without you, I'm going to tie you up smoother you in strawberry sauce then eat my ice cream whilst you try to lick yourself free ....


Indi



OK?

x

nixabn said...

That sounds awsome, you may have to help lick me out of it though xx

Indi said...

nixabn ~ Mmmmm...will have to think about that one!!! Can I let you know about that some other time?