Retract

Pull away your feeling from my heart
like steel magnolias lost in bloom.
Scent but a whisper away, lost and
confused. Sniff... place directly
beneath your nostril, inhale this
waste. Bring fourth this vile
taste.. vomit... choke.. don't laugh
it is not a joke. I hate the way
I'm feeling, this dark n confused
picture.. I am not and have never
been amused. Do I make myself
clear. Stand still when I am
talking to you. Stop swaying.
How many drinks have you sunk?
I despise you, take hold of
yourself.. thy retched child.
And into the darkness of
night like a lost sacrificial
lamb you wondered off into
the fog.. I held out my heart,
and you...were ..........gone.
This pain I feel is like
nothing I have felt before.
I am dead without your love,
come re-open my door, return.
Throw wide your grasp, kiss
and with untold abundance..
I will never fall ill of you.
Come.... hold, entrust..