Inside out

Inside out is who I am.
I've never felt comfortable
in the clothes I wear, could
never find a certain fashion
that I felt comfortable in.
It was never me, I'm almost
in drag and the again I'm not.
Today I went shopping, well it
was more like several rounds
with a sumo wrestler.. the
crowds were a nightmare!
But I went lookin for a
jacket, a mans jacket.
I've had this dream
about wearin dinner suite
top hat n tails with
shiny shoes, kinda like
Fred Astaire fashion.
So today I went hunting
for the jacket, I have
long arms, long body
n broad shoulders..
you'd have thought it
would have been easy?
Not!! After several
shuffles in n out
of various shops,
I found River Island
with yes another
massive sale. Sifting
through the many rails
of unwanted clothes
I found my hand holdin
a grey blazer, with
that army type brass
buttoned effect..buttons
and I fell head over
heals in love with it.
It was my size, and
way more good lookin
than what I'd found
earlier so now I now
where this new look
is going with me.
Also it was originally
£55.00 reduced to £30
but get this I paid
£15.00 a total bargain.
Oh then I found a Lady
Gaga t-shirt which goes
with blazer.. then
Oh it just gets better
paid £20 for a fitted
waistcoat.. I now fit
the part.. this is me,
I'm done with tryin
to fit in with this
n that... this n that
don't work for me. I
have a new identity
now... I am in the
process of growin
my hair, slightly
boyish.. but I've
always wondered
what it was like to
be a boy... I'm happy
now and half way there.
Cool day for shoppin!!
I've come to accept
the new me now.