Sacrifice

I'm so cold, I can't feel
my hand shakes as I touch
myself. My flesh is week,
my head is full of want.
I see you standing there,
it's so dark I can just
make out your face, but I
don't look into your eyes.
The crack of the whip stings
my flesh. My eyes water, the
tears roll down... I want so
much to kiss you, feel you.
Your voice is a whisper
but the noise echoes a
thousand times. I kneel
before you, head bowed.
Skin shivers, I shudder,
I can taste my fear, you
hit me hard, harder than
before, I bend my knees,
stare down at the floor.
I have done wrong, I should
be punished..by your fair
hand. Pain is all I crave,
from earth I take it to my
grave. Sharpness bites at
my skin, blood trickles
warm sticky...the tears
roll again. Squeeze shut
my eyes. I ride this
wide wave...euphoria engulfs,
I want to kiss you
I want to feel you inside
me. Tear away this thing
you do to me, cut free my reigns
I felt the pain, now give me
the love. Wrap my in your arms.
Soothe my wounds, kiss away my
fear, anoint my soul with desire.
I'm willing to sacrifice everything
for us.