Hit a nerve

This hasn't been easy, from day one
all those years ago..but I've told
you all the story of how we evolved.
How you played me for a friend who when
prompted...kissed you without offence.
How we've walked on dodgy ground ever
since. Now the ball is in my court..
I may or may not kiss you good night.
For many years, you were the only
one, the only friend who would
kiss me on the lips.. but only
some times! Now I've come to
feel, to notice we/ I feel
awkward when we say good night.
I don't know how to react
any more, you leave me
standing at your door, I
usually just wave, turn
and walk. I sent you a photo
of you full frontal some
time, 3 weeks ago to be
exact.. I didn't need it
anymore, so I sent it
you back.. no harm done
I thought.. not expectin
two of me fully clothed
in return wit h a text
of how it didn't warrant
a reply, so I didn't..
reply. I think I
hit a nerve? What do you
say? But I'm not going
to apologise, it's not
that I am sorry... it was
just a photo of you with
your tits on show... I
just thought you'd under
stand? Obviously not!!
So if you happen to
read this.. may be not.
I've sent you a joke
on your phone...
we go through stages
where one of us usually
annoys the other.. go
for several weeks, months
without so much as a peep,
squeak...sound. Then we
stagger back to normal,
and carry on. I just
wonder for my sanity if
all those months ago..
when I severed the silence
told you I was no longer
sexually interested, not
that you ever were. If
I hadn't said how I felt,
if we had carried on..
being led a stray, kissin
me some times on the
lips.. would we be OK?
I think I've lost my
way.. you seem to be ever
so slightly awkward
when we go out for a
drink or for a film..
we just say how much
we enjoyed it.. I wave
turn and drive home.
So you see we have
evolved..in so many
different ways.. I
don't know how you
feel....as for the
tits out photo I sent,
I'm not saying sorry,
I am still your friend.