Saturday, 18 April 2009

Forgiveness

I was wrong. Forgive me. I have been so self centered of late. My mind... full of other things, things that were not important to you....me! My Ying and Yang have been out of sorts. I have crucified myself thinking I had lost you.
I had arranged to meet you, at your house... I was nervous to say the least. My heart pounded in my chest. My nerves in tatters. What was I going to say to you? I had this speech written, memorised... I read it over and over again. My mouth felt dry. My hands...shaking!
I stood at your door, my hand hovered over the door bell. I took a deep breath. I waited for the inevitable... you took your time to compose your stance. I was a mess, I'd had a few drinks, my head was spinning.
Eventually the door opened. You stood there in all your glory, a diamond! Sparkling and bright. My speech had evaporated into thin air. I stuttered.... I felt so empty. You almost smiled at this pathetic woman standing in the door way." Well " you spoke with strength. I could feel the heat in yours sentence. My voice shaking, tears forming in my eyes. I blinked, a single tear trickled down my cheek. " Well ..... you gonna stand out there all night?" I wiped my feet and came in. Your slammed the door behind you. " BANG. " I jumped as the sound of the door shutting ran through my head.
" Well what do we have here,? I stood so still, glued to the spot. Not sure of what to do next. You came toward me, held your hand at my face, I thought your were going to strike me. But.....
you brought the other hand to my other cheek, clasped your hands around me, and as if in slow motion...planted a sweet tender kiss upon my lips. " I've so missed you.".... tears began to roll down my face, I couldn't control my feelings. We kissed... I kissed you. My tongue delved into your mouth. I tasted the love that had been forgiven. The heat of the moment melted away with all the yesterdays... the nights that I'd lain awake crying... the nights that I'd had nightmares... the thought of ever losing you haunted me. We kissed for all the tomorrows. You took my hand, your fingers platted around my cold hand! You led me upstairs. I wiped away the tears with the back of my hand. I sobbed like a child as you slowly undressed me... and I you. We played with our flesh, you teasing me, and I ... taking you in. In where I left you, before..............
Standing there in your bedroom, the coolness of the night. I shuddered. My nipples standing to attention. Tracing the outline of your face, pulling you into me. Our eyes met, our trance, and with the heat of your breath, I was hooked. You pushed me onto your bed, I lost my balance, you followed. Legs wide, hands forced, I rolled you over, straddled you and held your arms above your head. You did not struggle. You were easy, and wanted the takings. I sunk my lips onto your right nipple... soft then hard, you moaned out loud. Transforming you from this stubborn woman, this hard diamond... I transformed you into a soft kitten, playful. Working my way down to your sex, planting kisses every inch of the way. My face sticky with dried tears. My sobbing... eased. My tears of ...once sadness... now turned to joy. The joy that I have you back. My love... I have you back! Finding your hot hole, eager to suck you.. to place my face between your thighs, to hold your legs apart... You gave no restraint.
Pulling my head up to yours, you bent your head to kiss me, re-assuring me. Then pushing my head back down to this orchid, with it's petals glistening, a pungent perfume, a humming bird tasting its nectar. Tracing the outline of your labia, gently revealing your hidden, and yet slowly swollen clit beneath it's hood. You let out a shudder of delight. Bending your thighs, yanking your knees upwards... easy access to your jewel. Blowing cold air onto your clit, then taking the full length of your sex in my mouth, devouring every juicy inch, burying my tongue as deep into you as I could. Reaching up to tease your breasts. Taking each hardened tit in my fingers, flicking them one after the other, I had you in my grasp. I took a glimpse of your expression, your eyes tightly shut, your face contorted with the heat of what was happening. My tongue ached for your mouth. My fingers ached to be inside your sex. Your hands stretched above your head, in wild abandonment. Throwing your head from side to side as your body began the journey of no return. My tongue quickened, concentrating on your clitoris, the blood swelling, it's size doubling, the force taking hold of your stricken body. " Oh ..... my ...... GOD." Your words sang out, the orgasm like ten thousand volts of electricity thrashing through your veins, faster my tongue works, keeping pace. Faster... my mouth now dripping with your juicy cum... my tongue going crazy. Our bodies glistening with the dew of lovers lost in abandonment... total abandonment. Your breathing has subsided, your legs...exhausted... my tongue sore... I roll over. Now motionless, the night air chilling my skin. I roll over, climb under the sheets, my clit needs fuckin... but I'm exhausted. Bringing my knees up to my chin, clamping my legs together I hold myself, rocking on my hand, soon I am coming, you place one hand on my face then the other one, you pull me into you, holding me, kissing me, my screams of rapture, muffled by our mouths kissing. My body shakes... you hold me in.

14 comments:

UBERMOUTH said...

Well, you're colourful to say the least. :)

I don't understand nerves in people. Learn to not give a fuck about anything and all will be well. :)
Works for me.

nitebyrd said...

Oh! Indigo, is this a true story of forgiving and possibly forgetting?

Indigo said...

UBERMOUTH ~ Thank you..!

Indigo said...

nitebyrd ~ Yes it is a true story in a way of forgiveness, as for the forgetting... well, I haven't figured that part out yet.

Jackie Adshead said...

Another hot tale of love and passion, and the ways of women. Love it!

Indigo said...

Jackie ~ Yeah my life seems to revolve around women n some times bad endings, but we learn from these experiences and move on.. hopefully a stronger person

Spiky Zora Jones said...

indigo: sweetie, this is well written. It's a pot filled with so many emotions. And everyone brought out with your clever use of wortds.

Bravo sweetie...more please.

ciao honey.

Indigo said...

Spiky ~ Emotions aren't normally hard to deal with in a normal world, maybe that's why I struggle so, my world isn't normal!! Thanks anyway hun, much appreciated.

UBERMOUTH said...

What' up,Indigo?
You can mail me if you like.

Indigo said...

UBERMOUTH ~ have done it!!

UBERMOUTH said...

I dunno where you mailed,but I didn't get it. LOL

UBERMOUTH said...

ubermouth@ubermouth.com

Uma said...

amazing stuff!

Indigo said...

Uma ~ Thank you