Well today I have been to see my own Doctor, who informs me that I don't look diabetic! Tomorrow I shall go for another blood test to confirm this. I have to admit I am very pleased at the out come, but annoyed that the doctor at the eye hospital last week told me differently. He quite clearly said that I was borderline diabetic. The thoughts that raced through my head were, I have to admit 'scary.' I guess we all make mistakes, but I didn't appreciate the fact that I was experiencing a possible life threatening change.
I think next time, if there be a next time that some one informs me that I might have a disease, that I will beg to differ and carry on regardless!! I can now take hold of my life and carry on as though nothing has happened.....'phew!' I do tend to over react, and have been told by several friends that I shouldn't, but that's how I manage these things.... that's me! I am on a twelve hour fast until tomorrow, and only allowed water until then, from 8pm tonight until 8am in the morning....think I can manage that. Shall take some fruit with me to work and eat well from now on. I may have had a scare.... it's worked. I shall from now on behave in the nutrition dept. Although I'm almost out of the woods this time, I almost feel cheated. Don't get me wrong... I don't want to be diabetic, but the stupid doctor said otherwise... so I told most of my friends, who I hope will forgive me for telling porkies, I was misled!
I would however like to thank everyone who came to my rescue, giving my much appreciated advice and courage and love. THANK YOU, you know who you all are...