Void

Never say never.
I remember the
first time I
saw you. My
heart yelled
out with Joy.
I think I
should 'av
been born
a boy.
Halloween
dressed
all in one
skeleton
bones. I
never
forgot
that night.
I can still
see it now.
From then
til now..
I loved
you so
much, gave
my every-
thing as
always.
The kiss,
oh yeah
that KISS!
Should
never have
happened
ya know.
But it all
came together
as it always
does.. as
usual I
gave what
I've needed
to give, you
wanted to know
I delivered
the goods.
From that
day it's been
going down
hill ever
since. I
never felt
the same about
you. I said
I didn't love
you the same
as I used to
do........
..........
..........
I lied!
I couldn't
go on, so
I pushed
you away.
So there
you have it,
I did it
for me, for
my sanity.
I couldn't
cope with
us..you..
me. It
didn't
feel right.
I have
no idea
how I am
meant to
feel...
I have
to live
with this
empty void.
But I'm
safe because
I know you
won't read
this blog.
Deleted..
barred...
Gone.