Day of Truth

Give me strength for all
that I am going through.
For every Tom Dick n Harry
who have said 'don't panic
it'll be alright.'You try
it from my side of there..
you see if I don't give
a fuck, I don't actually
care' !!!!!!!!!!
When some one comes along
from his centrally heated
posh office some where
up with the gods... you
want to reach out and
scream, scratch their
fuckin eyes out. They
produce these letters,
'sorry for the upset!'
Yeah for sure.. and then
some, well to cut a long
story short, today was
the day we found out
who gets what, a pat
on the back... listen
for the spilt tears,
the no turning back.
I was first in, sticky
eye as well, ointment's
kinda workin.. shitty
sore and so blurd!!
I had me some back up,
I took this nice young
man in with me, from
the Prison union..
just for a chat, listen
try to take it all in,
hopefully to work
things out. I went in
first with an open mind
thinkin it was totally
out of my hand. Today
I dealt a good hand,
today I almost cried,
not because I lost
my job but because
I actually survived.
I couldn't believe
what they were tellin
me.. I asked them twice
to repeat what they'd
said, they smiled, I
smiled too.. I'm
happy as Larry, I
shook their hands
still fightin back
the tears.. today
banished all my
fears. I will
continue my lovely
job, and stay
where I am.
My Christmas
has come early,
I'm so fricken
GLAD !!! ;)

Indi over n out.