"What the Fu........?"

Positively and without perception,
except with open heart and mind.
Take hold with gentle address..
at first not to crease nor harm.
The direction of heat, frozen
to the core. Digest then
regurgitate. I am and I
will do without hesitation
jump up and down in a radical
direction .. and with
uncontrollable voice....
SCREAM my frustration
as to this moment, then
calmly as it passes-slow
down. Blood pressure
decreasing, heart beat
retreating. Beads of
sweat dried like seeds
of life. Death from
destruction, the
willingness to continue,
My appetite, nil by mouth.
Heart stopping commotion.