Push away my hand, then pull toward..
gripping tightly this heat I have found.
And with gentle ease, tease... become
my please. Hold fast my beating heart.
Manage not the time it takes to undress
nor to imagine what you might miss. In
the blink of eye.... become my focus.
Frame by frame in unnecessary haste..
lick... taste. Heavy be my perfume..
temptress. Euphoria guides me..
every beat of my heart surprises
me. I can not take any more...
leave..... and after...
close the door.
Tuesday, 20 July 2010
Saturday, 17 July 2010
Canada
I met with an open mind.
Packed my bags, left this
country behind. I didn't
know what to expect, would
I say hello or mourn with
all my regrets. He made it.
He lives with a new agenda.
The doctors cut, removed
and stitched.. he's good
to go...home. He did, I
met him and his wife..
the whole family are
so nice. I was worried
I wouldn't fit in.. I
don't know why, I'm
crazy, they are too..
I discovered some
amazing people, far
away in the land of
Saskatoon's. We ate
we slept, we got
given around. New
relatives to find.
Generosity, love
and care to name
but a few .
I had a ball
I had a blast, I
wish I could've
stayed, I didn't
want to come back.
Jet lag is a bitch,
still not sure how
or where I am..
leaving was traumatic
I came away sad.
This new family,
my new sisters
in Ca... they're
only an E-mail away.
I will return in two
years time.. I
shouldn't wish my life
away, I wish it was
next week. We phone,
we talk.. we speak.
I got me new family,
friends that go all
the way. Friends
who I consider
with all my every-
things..true. I
love them all..
each and every one
of you.
Packed my bags, left this
country behind. I didn't
know what to expect, would
I say hello or mourn with
all my regrets. He made it.
He lives with a new agenda.
The doctors cut, removed
and stitched.. he's good
to go...home. He did, I
met him and his wife..
the whole family are
so nice. I was worried
I wouldn't fit in.. I
don't know why, I'm
crazy, they are too..
I discovered some
amazing people, far
away in the land of
Saskatoon's. We ate
we slept, we got
given around. New
relatives to find.
Generosity, love
and care to name
but a few .
I had a ball
I had a blast, I
wish I could've
stayed, I didn't
want to come back.
Jet lag is a bitch,
still not sure how
or where I am..
leaving was traumatic
I came away sad.
This new family,
my new sisters
in Ca... they're
only an E-mail away.
I will return in two
years time.. I
shouldn't wish my life
away, I wish it was
next week. We phone,
we talk.. we speak.
I got me new family,
friends that go all
the way. Friends
who I consider
with all my every-
things..true. I
love them all..
each and every one
of you.
In Love
OK people I am back. This is short because I am not yet out of jet lag land. I Have just found a new family. I would move to Manitoba tomorrow if I had the chance. I have had a surreal holiday, a fabulous holiday.. I have and will enlighten you next time I write.. like I said earlier when I have got back to UK time. I fell in love with Canada, three weeks wasn't enough, I will be going back in two years time.. I just wish I hadn't left. I met my husbands family, I didn't know any of them. By the time I was not ready to fly home I had fell in love with each and every one of them. I have another dad, a new sister, well three new sisters. BUT I have to go now, I have to food shop. I haven't cooked for nearly a month. YEAH!! REALITY kicks my butt. ;)
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