Sweaty fingers

There's this woman where I work.
not my usual kind of woman, short
and well basically under tall,
as she has a lovely smile..not
much to go on but she has this
something about her kinda smile.
I've written her a card, with
a kitty on the front....so cute
is this kitty sitting there with
a Santa hat on cute kinda
expression face... just waitin
for ya to go 'Awwwwwwwwwwwww!'
Cute. She, I'm not quite sure
if she's gay or bi or straight.
Don't think it matters... she
has this nice smile and is
really quite funny once I
can get her to open up..
It's the problem isn't it?
First ever step is getting
the person you're interested
in to open up?! It doesn't
happen very often but it's
a real gem when it does..
Should I leave the card
on her desk tomorrow or
forget it? It wouldn't
hurt would it if I left
the card on her desk ?
I've signed the card
but just with a 'from'
not a 'love' from...
I don't do cards to
friends or women I
like..LIKE! It sounds
to forward don't ya
think... do I leave
a deliberate tiny
not quite formed
kiss...like this
'x' or not as the
case may be?
Why is it so bloody
difficult to leave
a card for some one
who possibly may
blush when they
open it? Or not!
I know what I'll
do when tomorrow
arrives, all
heated n hot,
sweaty fingers
heart strings
in a knot..
'Ah' but wait,
'aha what?' What
happens if I'm
not alone in the
office at 6a.m?
Oh shit, hadn't
thought of that
one!!!! Wish me
luck.... I think
I'm going to
need it!!